Saturday, January 5, 2013


How far along? nine weeks, four days. if you want to be specific (:

Total weight gain: i am actually losing weight. 

Maternity clothes?  none. my clothing is fitting quite comfortably. 
Sleep: i seem to be sleeping like a rock. that is, if mark doesn't snore. i still find myself sleeping on the couch more than in my own bed. why is the pregnant, sick lady the one sleeping on the couch, anyway!?  
Best moment this week: to be completely honest, it hasn't been a very good week. i'm lucky if i sit up without getting sick. so, maybe the best moment of the week was actually getting the doctor to fill a prescription for zofran. day one and it seems to only provide relief for a few hours, but, i'll take whatever i can get. on monday they are testing me for a possible underlying autoimmune disease that could potentially be contributing to the severity of my sickness. in addition, they are keeping an eye out for dehydration and whether or not i may have Hyperemesis Gravidarum. i feel your pain, princess kate. ALSO, finally getting our house on the market. i totally forgot about that one. with tons of help from mark and his family, our house is officially for sale. i can't describe how excited i am about that one. well, as excited as one can be while living in the bathroom for most of the day.
Miss Anything?  my family. it was so comforting and just plain good for my soul to be with them over the holidays. it killed me to leave. killed. wahhh. 
Movement:  none.        

Food cravings:  ewe. none. i seriously don't remember the last "meal" i have eaten. it's been about 3 weeks now. everything i eat/drink comes right back up. i have managed to eat a few handfuls of fruit loops today without getting sick, though. i guess that can be considered progress?  
Anything making you queasy or sick:  everything. yep, just about everything. sitting up and walking around seems to really be a problem for me. no way can i lay on my back without getting sick. 

Labor Signs: none.

Wedding rings on or off? on

Happy or Moody most of the time: super emotional. so.very.emotional. i am crying about everything. mainly about feeling guilty for not really being able to play with or take care of ainsley. i feel like a bad mommy. i am also being extremely irrational recently. it's quite funny after the fact, but in the moment, not so much. can you say crazy? (: 

Looking forward to:  getting my next ultrasound on monday. it will be nice to share the moment with mark since he hasn't gotten to see the baby yet.